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Friday, July 8th, 2005
3:17 pm	hey guys hey guys, A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty. He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough.( this is all what chris would say to me!) he wont say the rest As she walked away, tears were streaming down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever! And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die.. i know that i havent been on in along time but now i can for at least a couple of days.JESSICA Spillman if you read this i know how you are going though. i am single and it sucks and when i try to talk to my ex all i get is him being nasty to me. he thinks that it was all my fault even though that i have told him sorry for like the millionth time but i guess its not good enoght for him. i know that ppl say that you are not supposed to fall in love at a young age but when i went out wit hChris i did. he cant understand that you cant just fall out of love with someone and think that everything is going to be great...it has been almost 3 months and it still hurts sometime knowing that he blames me for everything. but whatever. everytime that i am home or hanging with my firends it hurt knowthat a person that i spend 6 and a half months dotn give to shits about me anymore and rather make me fell this way. like he saids that i am so high matinance(cant spell) and that i guess that i was not good enoght for him or ever will be. then he started saying that i dressed to nicely. i was like what your crazy all i wore was a pair of pants most of the time and a nice shirt. some time i wore skirts but thats all. so i dont know what kind of grl he wants. he dont know me anymore and he thinks he still knows the tiffany that he went out with. but he is wrong. i have grown to be a better person since all he can do is blame me for everything. then when i ask him questions he wont answer them. its bull shit that he acts that way towards me. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeee. the one that he supposeily loved but how do you fall out of love in just a day CHRIS I DONT GET IT?????????? there is no way. but you tell me now that you dont wont to have any thing to do with me and that you dont care about anyone or anything but yourself... its sad to say that i didnt even get a thanks from you for all the shit that i did for you. i helped you get off all of you med, and yoy stopped having those bad dreams...all die to me.i cant even get a thank you from him.i know that deep down in his heart that he feels he still cares for me but he wants to be a hard ass and be like no i dont want you i dont need you and i can be an ass all i want... but this is life and if he keeps acting like that no girl will ever want him. i was his first girlfriend and his first everything. some ppl say that i was the best thing that happened to him and if he cant see that than he isnt worth all of this shit. i went over to his house a couple weeks ago to give him a rose and then i left really quickly and of corse he didnt call to say thank you or why did you give that to me. ok think of what girl will go all out of her way to be with someone that she thinks will work out but he wont give it another chance( my stupied ass self) well i guess i am stupied if i still care about him..... its just that yesterday i called to see how is court date went and he was being nasty to me the entire time and i was like im sry that i waist your time just to see how you are. i did not call him to fight or argue or to tell him that i wanted to be with him just cuz i know that HE WILL NEVER GIVE ME THAT CHANCE AGAIN due to the fact that he is to good for me. i am nothing to him and that he rather be with someone that wont care a shit about him and will walk all over him. so CHRIS if thats what kind of girl you want good luck cuz there are lots of them like that. i did sometimes i admit to that. he has everyhting that he could want because of his aunts. so why not but i stopped thinking that way once i got to know him more. than he tells everyone that i made him broke which is a lye. i didnt i payed when i could and he knows it but ohhh no i messed everything up so chris if you read this i hope that you are happy and that you are happy of what you did to me. its crap that at my military ball that you wouldnt dance with me even though you were my date, how you break up with me and the next day ask out my friend.IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU. if you loved me like you said you did than why the hell would you do all that shit to me...???? i dont get it and i guess i will never get it cuz you cant give me any answers. i dont know if its that you are scared of loving me again or what but i do still care about you and if you cant see what we had was great than you have problems. i am sick and tired of waking up in the middle of the night wishing that you are there next to me holding me like you used to.. and having dreams that you think will never come true.... you are so wrong about me and everything. i have change and i am a better person than you ever will be.you just put me doen to make yourself feel better andthis time its not working. so i dont care if i dont have a job or get to take my dads or i should say rays truck whereever i want too. o.k. but you dont understand me or anything that i go though.try being in my shoesyou wont last a day in them because you get everything handed to you and my family is not like that . so if you want to judge someone why dont you get to know them first and then talk shit about them behild there backs???this is how i feel and that you dont understand me like you say you do ok Chris.... i know that u wont read this but i hope u do. i am sry about everything and i wished that it would of worked out between us cuz u know everyone thought it was the greatest thing between us both like a fairy tale well thats how i felt. i was so happy when i first met u and that u were my friend at first and then u became more.. yea we had our ups and downs but thats how life goes. i miss u now and i missed u then but life goes on and i hope it doent end.the fact that i want to be friends witn you better now then before we ever went out .... sry about this thing but i had to tell u how i felt sry ..when you think that one one cares about you think again i will always care about you. you were the first guytaht i have loved before. yea i have been with other guys but you were special to me and that you cant understand that.you should of never kissed me again that day that i cme over your house. you sould of left me alone and it wouldnt have been this way. but you like to play with peoples minds and hurt them to get a laugh whick i think is really stupied.i know that you dont care but atleast take the time to e-mail me bac to see what you think ok please.....well i guess this is good-bye, take care of your self, stay out of trouble and i miss you and i love you always have and always will. ......LOVE ALWAYS TIFFANY A.K.A. your little princess..this song makes me upset evertime i hear it Title: We Belong Together (Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah) I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you, so I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself Cause I didn't know you Cause I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice Oh, what I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side Right here, cause baby (We belong together) [chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh, baby baby, we belong together I can't sleep at night When you are on my mind Bobby Womack's on the radio Saying to me "If you think you're lonely now" Wait a minute This is too deep (too deep) I gotta change the station So I turn the dial Trying to catch a break And then I hear Babyface I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things, crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life, baby [chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby [chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together Who am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh baby, baby We belong together Current Mood: i want to cry but i am not Current Music: Mariah Carey we belong together (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:57 am	hey guys Part Shy Kisser You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out But you've got plenty of intensity in return Part Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You? Current Mood: depressed Current Music: all my life by kc and jo jo (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
2:38 pm	TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Tiffany Birthday: 06-17 Birthplace: in fl Current Location: palm bay Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'1 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: american indian The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops Your Weakness: heights Your Fears: not having a friend Your Perfect Pizza: olives and ham Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: being on varsity softball and finding a great boyfriend that will not dump me for one of my friends (CHRIS) Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: dont hasve i m Thoughts First Waking Up: its still early Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and my smile Your Bedtime: whenever Your Most Missed Memory: being with my ex. i just to be with him all the time Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: none gross Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: none Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: sometimes Do you Sing: NO Do you Shower Daily: yea Have you Been in Love: yes to someone that said he didnt ever love me after we broke up. Do you want to go to College: no Do you want to get Married: yes of corse Do you belive in yourself: yes sometimes Do you get Motion Sickness: on boats Do you think you are Attractive: some people say yes but i say no Are you a Health Freak: only in keeping my weight off Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: nooooo o Do you play an Instrument: no In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea right i dont think a guy friend counts In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: nope more like almost 3 months In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope Ever been Drunk: no Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: happy What do you want to be when you Grow Up: work for the airlines What country would you most like to Visit: germany In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: brown or blue Favourite Hair Color: brown Short or Long Hair: short but not that short Height: taller then 5'7 Weight: have ti have a nice body Best Clothing Style: dressy but not that dressy Number of Drugs I have taken: no Number of CDs I own: alot Number of Piercings: 2 Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: lying to my mom CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
3:22 pm	hey hey everyone .....yea i know that it has been a long time since i have been on and to update this but i havent had the greatest luck in a while. well i think at first i do but then it always goes bad. well this is going to start from june .... my birthday it sucked.. every teenagers dream is to have a big party with your closes friends and have fun.. bull not here with my mom.. it sucked and wasnt kool at all. then got money and some little things like that from my family. and ppl called me to wish me a happy birthday but that was it no party no friends no nothing... also not even my boyfriend at the time was happy it was my b-day. so whatever.. then after july went to daytona for the races for to find out that this guy was goin to be there that i sorta knew and allday thursday ithink it was july 1 but not sure but whatever and had so much fun with him and then at the end of the night finished it off with a little kiss. so nice but then he wasnt supposed to come back but his dads friend picked him up and we spend the whole day friday together when he got there and had more fun and went to the mall and it was great and he baught me a little pink pin that says daddys girl cuz i needed a bag and they were llike sry but you need to buy something to get a bag so we went to spencers and he got that for me just for a bag. then we went to the army station at the track and he got won me a army shirt that i wear like everynight to bed cuz it means alot to me and then i have a running man icon stuffed toy that he signed with a heart nexted to it.. so it was great and then on saturday i got caught holding his hand by my mom and she was like just dont do anything else..lol what she wont know wont kil her ...lol but she know that we kissed on sat night.. then she scared him his name is ryan and he is my moms bosses son... yea so koo but anywho his dad was like if you dont like me you are going to get to like me and all that good stuff...lol i was laughing about that cuz the day before he was like when you turn 21 call me.. and then i said when i turnn 21 i think i will call your son before i call you ...lol it was so funny cuz he was soo drunk ... then my cuz was like you shouldnt let you dad hit on your girl...lol it was sooo funny. well then in august i was supposed to see him in orlando but carlso didnt want to drive me there. its not like orlando it like 4 hours away its only 45 minutes to an hour away just depends on the driver. so then i got home on the 4th and called my ex up and broke up with him. i wanted to do it for so long i didnt know how or what to do cuz he kept hittin me and i got sick of it and so then we broke up and now im going out with ryan james. well school started and it seems like we dont talk as much as we did before.. man we used to be on the phone until like 3 in the morning and it was great but then school started and then it stoped he didnt call or anything so i called him after charley hit and he was fine but then he lost power and phone.. so i went a week without talknig to him. then one day out of no where he called me while i was at my moms friends house and i really dont remember anything cuz that night i was sooo tired to remember it so then i called him on sunday and he was like i will call ya back but never did until like two weeks passed and then he called to se how i was . so i dont know whats going on right now with me and him.. sighhhhh i really like him lots and he is such a great guy but whatever i guess i will have to wait to talk with him after he gets power back from hurricane frances. we got hit hard and it wasnt good. tree in front of house is down on fence and all that great stuff with a hole in roof...damn huurricane it sucks soo bad..well i am going to go so bye for now xoxo tiff p.s. i miss you guys Current Music: love you out loud (rascal flatts) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 15th, 2004
8:47 am	hey everyone yea its me i know i havent been on in a long time but i dont have aol anymore cuz of my dad...well if u want t e-mail me at rockluvr33024@yahoo.com u can cuz that s the only place i can get mail at.well for the past month during april went to the military ball and it was fun and had a great time there dancing with lots of ppls.then went to the towshow in orlando and had lots of fun there cuz i never though that there would be so many hot guys there....wow yea so had lots of fun there and partyed there with lots of guys. also went to the movies with my b/f and saw man on fire....can u say great movie well i thought it was..then moved for like the millionth time in my life and had to unpack every thing..btw my new room is all butterflys and it is sooo kool... i have one more month and 2 days until my b-day and i cant wait ill be 16 so yea go me.. school is almost over and thats sucks cuz i only go to school to get away from my mom man isnt she a real bitch man every day i guess she loves to yell for no reason .....well today and tonite i have partys to go to and i hope they will be fun. the seniors at my school are gone already and it want kool. well i have to go nows and hope i hear from u guys soon cuz i miss all of u ...well bye for now ...xoxo love always tiff Current Music: something on m.t.v. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 21st, 2004
11:53 am	yo yo ppl its me again so far this week what has happened was we had two games for softball and on thursday i played second and yesterday i played i played right field bastard i wanted to play second base yesterday cuz the grl that was there was not playing second base very well and kept on messing up so i was like whatever yo and just dont mess up but that didnt help cuz we still lost and then blue called me out for no reason at all he was like u got three outs when the last ball i hit was a foul ball so screw him u cant get called out on a foul ball but owell and then got walked to base and thats like the best thing that can happen and stole second base so then the grl at first was really pissed at me but owell thats how the game is then had like an hour drive home on the bus fom the game on thursday so didnt get home until 11 and just went to sleep until like 7 on friday and then slept like most of the time in 2nd and 3rd dont do any work in that class cuz i finished it all just waiting for the man to send me to a other class for the rest of the year hope i get like something kool. i am tryin to come back down soon just been really busy cuz of everything with winterguard and softball and rotc.it has also been really cold up here like in the 40's and also chey lives with us now and it really sucks cuz i have to share my clothes with her and my room and everything its not kool . well take care and i will talk to u later i am hungry so i will talk to u later. bye for now ~*~TIFF~*~ Current Mood: cold Current Music: not listening to music but watching daddy daycare (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
9:19 am	hiya whats up yea two days in a row koolness... Your full name:: Tiffany ann Age:: 15 Height:: 5'1 Natural hair colour::brown Eye colour:: brown Number of siblings:: 3 Glasses/contacts?:: neither Piercings:: 1 on each ear Tattoos:: no Braces?:: nope but need them FAVOURITE Colour:: ...blue Band::dont know Song:: cry by many moore and dancin' in the moon light by toploader Stuffed animal:: pooh bear Video game:: dont play it cuz it is still in storage TV show:: everwood and what i like about Movie:: a walk to remember and how to deal Book:: the chicken soap for the teenage soal books Food:: chicken Game on a cell phone:: racoon ransack CD cover:: dont know Flower:: red and white rose Scent:: pear and cumber melon Animal:: dog Comic book:: archie ones or betty and veronica Cereal:: special k with strawberries Website:: www.xanga.com Cartoon:: rugrats all grown up Play an instrument?:: nope but my bestfriend does Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no dont have time to Like to sing?:: no Have a job?:: yea being at school if that counts Have a cell phone?:: yea Like to play sports?:: softball, winterguard and rotc Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nope dont have time for one Have a crush on someone?:: nope cuz they are all a bounch of rednecks Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: not at the moment later on this month we will when we move into our new house Have any special talents/skills?:: nope Excercise daily?:: yes i have to Like school?:: not nemore since i moved CAN YOU Sing the alphabet backwards?:: yea right Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: nope i would eat the ground Speak any other languages?:: yeah a lil bit of spanish Go a day without food?:: no i cant i would get really sick and end up in the hospital Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes Read music, not just tabs?:: nope Roll your tongue?:: yes Eat a whole pizza?:: no HAVE YOU EVER Snuck out of the house?:: i only wish Cried to get out of trouble?:: who hasnt Gotten lost in your city?:: yeap Seen a shooting star?:: yes Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: nope Had a serious surgery?:: no Stolen something important to someone else?:: no Solved a rubiks cube?:: no not smart enough Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yea then i got in trouble by my mom Cried over a girl?:: no Cried over a boy?:: yes Kissed a random stranger?:: no Hugged a random stranger?:: yes Been in a fist fight?:: yea and i won too Been arrested?:: no Done drugs?:: no Had alcohol?:: yea Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: yes it hurts Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yeah fun stuff Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no Been to warped tour?:: no Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yeap yeap but only cuz he grabed my butt Been in love?:: no Been close to love?:: i dont really know Been to a casino?:: on a cruise ship Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no Broken a bone?:: yeap it not kool Gotten stitches?:: no but should of a think pieace of glass cut my leg and it was reallt deap but my mom was like owell ur live Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: yes Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no Made homemade muffins?:: yes Bitten someone?:: yea cuz he bit me first Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yes More than 5 times?:: yea i used to go everymonth when i was little Been to niagra falls?:: no but my mom has Burped in someones face?:: dont want to say Gotten the chicken pox?:: dont know WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU Brushed your teeth:: this morning Went to the bathroom:: when i got up Saw a movie in theaters:: 1/18/04 cheaper by the dozen Read a book: yea lots of them (boy meets boy)dont ask Had a snow day::nope Had a party::yea but it got ruined by my dad Had a slumber party:: yes Made fun of someone:: yeah Tripped in front of someone:: yeah Went to the grocery store:: yea yesterday Got sick:: yea everyone has Cursed::ummmmmm yea PICK ONE Fruit/vegetables:: fruit Black/white:: white Lights on/lights off:: off TV/movie:: movie Car/truck:: truck Body spray/lotion:: lotion Cash/check:: cash Pillows/blankets:: blankets Headache/stomach ache:: stomach Paint/charcoal:: paint Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican Summer/winter:: winter Snow/rain:: rain sonw is too cold for me Fog/misty:: fog Rock/pop:: pop Meat/vegetarian:: meat Boy/girl:: boy Chocolate/vanilla::choclate Sprinkles/icing:: icing Cake/pie:: cake French toast/french fries:: toast Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries Ocean/swimming pool:: pool Hugs/kisses:: depends on who the person is that hugging or kissing me Cookies/muffins:: cookies p33n/bewbz:: ?? Wallet/pocket:: pocket Window/door:: window Pink/purple::purple Cat/dog:: dog Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short Pants/shorts:: shorts Winter break/spring break:: spring Spring/autumn:: autumn Clouds/clear sky:: clear Moon/mars:: moon FRIENDSHIP How many friends do you have?:: alot-- but a little if you count the good ones What are their names?:: my old friends from pembroke pines u know who u r Do you have a best friend?:: yea of corse jessi bffe 4life Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yeap yeap and didnt even know he liked me back. Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: guys Have you ever lost a friend?:: yes Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yea during 6th grade before i move to p.p. Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::ATTACK OF THE BLACK MOTH! lol Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yeah Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: been there for then when their in a time of need Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: same Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yeah all my friends from my old school What friend have you known the longest?:: jessi 4 years Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yes If so, what is it?:: dont wanta say How often do you spend time with your friends?:: it has been a while since winterbreak Do any of your friends drive?:: yea Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: prank call peoples houses at like 3 in the morning What do you think your friends think of you?:: dont really know but hope it is good.. Current Mood: tired Current Music: only urs (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 7th, 2004
6:22 pm	really sry u guys hey sry for not being on in like a really long time well this is what has been happening so far in the last two weeks first me then i will tell u about my sis too.. well softball is good we got our uniforms yesterday and yea jessi i got my # again 15 yea for away games and 24 for home games. i dont know why i got that # but for some reason i wanted that # .well ne ways so i was happy to get that one cuz i really wanted it and so i asked the grl that i had it to see if i can have it and it would mean alot to me cuz that was my #last year when i played with jessi and so thats why. then in rotc that rl is krazy and needs help and needs to stop smoking whatever she is on cuz i was trying to leave to go to practice for softball cuz we had a meeting and she wouldnt let me go i was like screw her i am leaving and then she was like no u cant leave and no u cant do this and u cant do that i was like yo get off my back and r u going to pay for my college and get me a scolar ship to college no so shut ur mouth and stop tell me what to do cuz i are not allow to. it is not that i was trying to be mean to her but it was cuz if i didnt get there at 4 i would get in really big truble and have to run the whole time of practice and that is like 2 hours so i dont think so and i left then the next day she was like who thinks tiff should get kicked off. i was like yea do that and see what happens to u.dont try me cuz it is not her who tells me if they want me on the team it is master cheif and he was like please stay we need u to be on varsity next year so dont go and try to go to practice when ever u can cuz now my softball coach is like no u cant do that everyday cuz we need u here to practice at 2nd base but he as like two other grls there so i was like i will see what i can do cuz i really want to play at 2nd base but i have to work harder then the other two grls so i stay 30 minutes after practice to work on it with my coach shawn cuz there is like 3 coaches for j/v and i think thats kool. coack steve likes my hitting and coach shawn likes my throwing so maybe i will get 2nd but i am not going to wish or hope for it..well them in winterguard we have a s and e on the 14th yea hope we do good cuz that would be sooo kool. then on tuesday i was really stupied and put my cell phone in my practice bag with starch cuz i was doing my uniform at school that day cuz i needed help on it so then the bottle blew up in the bag and my cell was in there and i was really mad so thats why i havent had it in a while and we wnet to go get it fixed and they were like we cant fix it cuz u ither have to loose it to get another one or we have tosend it in to get it fixed so that will be like a week until i get it back so thats not kool i hope my phone dont earse all the #s in there cuz that would suck alot.well neways about my sister she ran away from my dads house and we think that she is with her b/f omar which the next time i see him i am going to kick his ass and hers cuz this would of never happened if he wouldnt tell her what to do and the fact that if they get into a fight like over the phone or something she blames it on her self and he would hang up on her so then he is tell her that she cant talk to us and my dad called the school the other day and told them that she is missing and gave them the # to the case cuz if they find her she is going to jail until my dad picks her up but the lady was like u cant see her cuz irs is investigating this and all this other crap cuz she told them that my dad hit her and all other lies so if something happens it will not be kool cuz the fact my dad wont hit us so thats a lie and she is just causing problems for all of us and all this other stuff. if she doent go back home then she is going to go to foster care again yea we were there along time ago long story mom and dad was stupied and so they left and went bye bye and so hrs took us away to fostercare it was not kool and thats where she will end up again if she keeps it up ...well talk to u guys later bye for now ~*~TIFFANY~*~ love always xoxoxox Current Mood: dont know Current Music: damn britney spears toxic (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 26th, 2004
8:22 pm	~YoU SeE, YoU LiKe, YoU TrY, YoU FaIl~MeAnWhIlE~I SeE, I LiKe, I TrY, I GeT~ hey everyone not going to write that much just been busy and that all i going to say for now well take care and talk to u guys later ....p.s. if u didnt answer the questions please do...well talk to u guys later bye for now love always and forever ~*~TIFFANY~*~ Current Mood: busy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 24th, 2004
7:20 pm	if u read this please fill it out it wont take that long 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I loveable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. How did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? Current Mood: curious (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 23rd, 2004
10:03 pm	YO so dont get mad if i am not on as much as i used to be and just call my cell love always to all hey everyone its me yea i talked to my coach today and told him about rotc and so that i now have practice with rotc until 4 and from 4-6 softball and then get home around like 6:30 and then dinner and h/w and then sleep like when ever i get my h/w done... well then my weekends consist of sat winterguard and on sunday sleep and homework cuz winterguard is from 7:30 to 6 or something like that .....then dinner and sleep on sunday is when i sleeep in and then get up and do h/w wow yea now i have h/w in world histry whick really sucks cuz its not kool/......but i forgot about doing my chores and getting my uniform together and then games until 9 sometimes so yea i will be busy for a while and then we move into our new house soon soo hopefully it will be eazer but otay tired and so i am going to go to sleep cuz 6 comes really early and it will be really cold tomorrow so i have to get my clothes and put them in the dryer ...well bye for now xoxox love always ~~*~~TIFFANY~~*~~ Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
8:07 pm	~*~Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop." ~*~ Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart." ~*~Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart."~*~ "Relationships--of all kinds--are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost." Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
9:33 pm	grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr all i can say id grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr my aol sucks and wont let me i m ppl and im tired and have too many things on my mind right now and it sucks..... check my xanga for more info..bye Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Monday, January 19th, 2004
12:02 pm	hey I WISHED I COULD OF GONE TO JESICAS PARTY BUT I COULDNT SO WHATEVER.... well hope the people that went to her party had a great time and hope that lillian u send me the pics for me thxxxx soooooo muh ...well its time for food oyea cuz i had to go to work this morning soooo i am hungry...well talk to u guys later...bye for now .....love always ~*~TIFFANY~*~ guess what i lost 5 pounds....yea go me bye Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
8:35 pm	hey Saturday, January 17, 2004 hey everyone its me ...well i am so mad at mike and i want to know the answer damn u mike i hope i find out soon .....u promised me damn u well anyways i am still waiting and i want to know .....well anyways i went to my friends house yesterday and it was kool but i went off my diet just for that day cuz i didnt want her mom to change the hole party cuz i cant eat the food soo i had fun and it was kool...well my friends are trying to convince master cheif to let me go on the trip to new orleans with them and so i can have fun with them but my mom wont let me go cuz she doent want to pay for it so if i get picked to go i am going to find a way to go cuz i really want to go and have fun with them since i have never been and sooo i hope i can get money to go and i hope i get picked and i hope that my summer will be fun and that i can do what i have planed to do that is going to the band banquet up here and down there, the militay ball but want a date so anyone want to come and be my date leave a comment.....well also i want to be able to go to band camp and go to colorguard camp in orlando and have a sweet 16...... but none of that will ever happen when u have a mother that tell u how to live ur life and how that she tells u what u are going to do during summer vacation and its not fair i want to do what i want to do well anyways i am going to go and watch t.v. to talk to u later and hope my wishes come true cuz i really hope for it to ....well bye for now.....xoxox love always ~*~TIFFANY~*~ Current Mood: hoping that my dreams come tru (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
6:43 pm	hey hey everyone ...yea its me i think i guess... but i dont feel like me today my knee hurts and my heart hurts and the fact that i want to go home where i belong in pembroke pines.... tear tear cry cry i am so glad i have friends by my side.......i am sooo upset and hurting its not funny ..... i dont care if that person doent care any more but I MISS U ALOT and no i am not ok and no i didnt like hurt u on purpose so please dont think that ..... i care about u alot and the fact that i had to move and so it is not the same thats all i am going to say so i miss u alot and care about u like really lots and like forever .....well i am going to go now before i dry of pain and so bye for now ~*~love always xoxoxo~*~TIFFANY~*~ Current Mood: sad (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 5th, 2004
6:41 pm	read my xanga for now on give up on live journal... cuz i csnt do the stuff i want to on here ..man it kool but xanga is better ... Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
6:10 pm	"All the stars in the sky cannot compare to the beauty of your smile." hey u guys i forgot to tell u that my xanga site is http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=nascarchick76 it has more stuff there then here ....well talk to u guys later..bye for now love always and forever ...tiffany... Current Mood: creative (Comment on this)
5:40 pm	"Close together or far apart, you're forever in my heart." "Friends are angels that come from above. Sent down from God for you to love. So if you are sad, and don't know what to do. Just remember that I care for you!" "I know when I leave, the distance will keep us apart. But distance, no matter how far, can't change these feelings in my heart." "Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle; rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be." Current Mood: crazy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:08 am	sleep is good for u nooooooooo i cant sleep so i have been on all morning and i think now i will try to go to sleep ...byes for now xoxo ~*TIFFANY*~ Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)